.:: bEautiful mEmories ::.

|| Stick With You ||

2006-05-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

SWEET!!

a fren of mine just told mi she's gonna get engaged on the 27th May!
haix.
i just cant help thinking that this is sooo soooo sweet.

chatting with her just brings back so many memories and emotions.

we were so young then.
so sweet.
so naive.
so innocent.
so carefree.

i remember we met during the orientation.
i remember the first day of our work, 12th Mar 2002.
i remember that our romances started in RH, at ard the same time.
i remember the frequent exchanging of us between our Bfs.
i remember that we double date, and watched a movie called 'A Walk To Remember'.

================== my story ====================

i remember that HE is the sweetest thing that happen to ME.

Our First Movie : A Walk To Remember.

Our Anniversary : 19th Of Every Month.

Where We Get Together : Devil's Bar.

one boy, one ger,
two hearts beating wildly .
put it mildly it was love at first sight.
he smiled, she smiled.
and they both knew right away.
this was the day they've waited for all their life.
and for that moment the whole world,
revolvs around one boy, one ger.

was it meant to be?
was it all mine?
he told me if we're fated to meet..
we'll definitely meet sometime or another.
i regret not knowing you sooner.
but never later.

HAPPY 49TH ANNIVERSARY!!

hope its not too late..
coz its never too late...

|| Sigh, Sigh Day ||

2006-05-17T22:58:00.000-07:00

WAT A FUCKING LIFE I HAVE!!

all

|| hEllo evErybody ||

2006-05-13T01:52:00.000-07:00

hello.

its been ages since i blogged.

god.
i feel like my world has stop moving altogether.
i have no life any more.

help.

everyone is moving on without mi.

|| evils ||

2006-03-07T22:35:00.000-08:00

Friends.

some came in.
some went out.
some stay.
some left.

and some i wish dead.

wat saddistic thoughts i'm having now.

i said.

"both of us are on the same bus,
sitting at different seats.
You board the bus,
walk past my seat and taken the one next to her.
not because you did not see me.
But because you choose her."
.
.
.
Each wish that things were back to the past.

But where's the missing ingredient?
i cant seems to find it anymore.

Time is the answer to all our question.

|| Just Remember, I Care! ||

2006-03-07T06:48:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do,
they might break your heart...
if you don't,
you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because
you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own...when you least suspect it
or
even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much
or
even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done
or
could have had.

*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
*People live, but people die. I want to tell you thatyou are a friend.If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

We might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you,
respect you,
truly cherish you ,
most of all I CARE about friends.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them,
and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday
you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
just remember this and take comfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and ..
always will..
I care about YOU !!

|| I Wish ||

2006-03-06T15:05:00.000-08:00

falling into a endless black hole.

wish i could wake up frm this nightmare and everything will be okay.
wish i could just go back to my happy days.
wish i could have a simple life.
wish that the tart would just disappear from the face of the Earth.

wish that good thing will never have to come to an end.
wish that love is Eternal, deeper than the deepest ocean
wider than the sky.

i wish this...
i wish that...

i mean..
a girl can wish right.
:(

|| too sweet to behold ||

2006-01-07T02:50:00.000-08:00

No words can describe such beautiful sight,

beauty that shines even in the darkest of nights.

With widened eyes evey guy head turns,

spirit so high that their passion burns.

You mesmerize anybody that gazes upon you,

wshing that they were as gorgeous too.

They envy you from head to toe,

you leave their mouth open with woe.

With every man wishing you to be their own,

and melting even the heart made of stone.

They do not care if they are called fools,

because they know that your beauty rules.

And so let it be known and let it be shown,

no one compares to the beauty that you own.

The world has become a more lovely place,

since its rewarded with your gorgeous face.

|| Get Out If You Dun Wan In ||

2006-01-06T03:16:00.000-08:00

this is just how realistic the world is.

at one time, they'll be flocking around you
like bees is to honey,

the next they're avoiding you like vermins,
and saying hurtful stuff.

A total 180 degrees change.

cause they're just not that friendly to you anymore.
just because you cant be their girlfren.

is friendship just that worthless
or
is relationship much more valuable?

well..life still goes on.

|| Hello There, 2006 ||

2005-12-29T01:41:00.000-08:00

G O O D Y . B Y E , 2005 !!

A N D . I T S

H E L L O, 2006!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

another year has pass.

goodness, how time flies.

i'm old. :X

2005 holds many wonderful memories for me.

i'll cherish the good and discard the bad.

new year at esplanade was crazy.

fireworks are great.

especally the sprinkler kind.

The mob got crazy.

really crazy.

- overturned huge, really huge flowerpot @ fullerton

just to create a path thru to boat quay.

- spray those fake snow stuff @ every and any one.

if you ever plan on going again.

arm yourself with the fake snow spray.

it will come in handy.

coz..revenge is sweet.

but cab fare very dear.

|| HOHOHO! ||

2005-12-25T22:23:00.000-08:00

lOok!! its a bird!
No!! its a Plane.
No!! its Santa Claus!!

santa claus is coming to town...

M E R R Y C.h.r.i.s.t.m.a.s
EVERYYYBODDYYYY!!

was suppose to be working today,
but was feeling rather lazy.
hEe..

found some really good excuse to escape work.
cousins were all present except for one.

haix.

been so long since we had such a gathering.
was really glad to be at home.
it seems that nowadays i'm never home anymore.
dinner was buffet style steamboat @ home.
Yum.

Had a really really great time bonding.
Warm and Fuzzy inside and outside.

:)

haha.
had a really wild and fun night yesterday.
guess where we celebrated at !!

Fisherman Village.

Muahhahahaha.

[ I.N.T.R.O.D.U.C.I.N.G ]

==== The couples ====
Eileen . Betty . Jason . Roy

= The Lightbulb =
.:: Jasmine Soh ::.

last but not least..
Betty's god brother,
who took the last picture of the day for us.

|| Baby I'm Back ||

2005-12-25T03:26:00.000-08:00

finally i've decided to come back from the land of the living dead.

its been a whole month of fun, laughter, peace and joy.
having a wonderful boss who brings us out for treats,
befriending new friends, having seen the good and bad side of those
high end people, meeting wonderful ppl who arent all that,
and last but not least YDNA.

:)

gOsh. i'm sad to leave.
everyone was so nice.
i miss sleeping behind my booth till i drool.
i miss sitting at my counter and doodle.
i miss crapping, quarrelling, eatin, crying, laughing till i spit out the water.
i miss groping at each other's body parts, biting
and laughing at wierdos with my cashier.
i miss Ian baby.
i miss the info counter gErs.
i miss uncle albert.
i miss crazy valerie who tried to make me eat play-dOh.
i miss laughing at the big flower cashier who wears blue mascara.
its really hideous.
i miss A _ _ _.
i miss everyone.

EXCEPT.

the in charge. he was like shit.
i'm not being mean. its true..his personality is reflected on his face.
just imagine him looking like a pirate.

my last day of work wasnt too joyful.
it was my last day and i was late like for an hour.
and that in charge refuse to let me have my lunch.
i'm gonna be cursing and swearing at him till the day i die.
for goodness sake its my last day..
cant you just close one eye.
its like no matter wat time i eat, i still gotta eat..
i'm still entitled for that break.
i mean it doesnt have to end like that.
well, i forgo both my breaks and went home early.
but i went even earlier than i plan to..
coz everything just sucks.

the best thing that happen was a card from a fren.
cheeky jaski.

|| eEks ||

2005-12-17T05:30:00.000-08:00

i love my day
and hate my night.

dEvils sucks.
toO ah beng for our taste.
heE..

:)

our frens dump us for MOS.

wat a wonderful night it has been.

|| Eiki ||

2005-11-24T03:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Birthday eiki!!

hoho. actually post 23rd nov,
and this is somewhat connected.
just didnt wanna confuse people
by putting too many events in a day.

after borders i actually meet eiki to go momo.
(someone told us that momo and hantu
actually the same meaning.
Shan't elaborate if you dunno wats hantu.)
i think it isn't too nice.
but eiki keep convincing me its probably the music that night.
had a great time with jaski, the imposter and gang.
think we were rather high that night!
kept on screaming at the halloween masked bartender.
crank.

ang mohs are actually extremely despicable creeps.
you'll know why when u meet while clubbing.

|| A stranger ||

2005-11-23T21:53:00.000-08:00

i was at Borders today.
As i was browsing thru a whole rack of books,
a hand wave in front of my face.

i look up.
it was a rather cute chinese guy.
here's how the story goEs...

Him: 'Hi !! Sorry to disturb you.
But could you just spare me a minute?'

i look at him bewilderedly.
?? i do not know him.

mE: 'Erm, Hi !'

Him: 'I'm Melvin. Nice to meet you.
Actually, i've seen you here at Borders before.'

i look at him even more bewilderedly.
i definitely do not know him!

mE: 'Oh, i think you've got the wrong person.
i haven been to Borders for a long long time.'

Him: 'i'm sure its you.
its was quite some time ago too when i first saw you.
but i'm sure its you.
i wanted to talk to you that time but you left before i could say anything.'

mE: 'i seriously think you've got the wrong person.'

Him: 'Trust me. i know its you.
how about giving me your no. ?'

mE: 'Erm.....................sorry.

Him: 'Don't worry, i won't call you like in the middle of the night.
Just thought we could be frens.'

mE: (shakes head) 'Really sorry. '

Him: 'Is it not too convinent?'

mE: 'Ya.'

Him: 'Then...nevermind. Its okay.
see you again.'
(walks away and never to be seen again.)

|| tArt issuEs ||

2005-11-18T04:41:00.000-08:00

y cant the tart understand.

|| nEw phOne ||

2005-11-08T23:08:00.000-08:00

i bought my new phone today!!
so exciting.
it has been a long time since i got a new phone.
my last phone was Sony Ericsson T610.
then 6230. which i stupidly lost.

Below is wat i did straight away after getting the phone:

\/

mE.

still mE.

all arE mE.

hee...
of coz you guess correctly.
i took silly pictures of myself!!

ho ho ho.

and hub took me to phin's steak house.
yummyyy.

superkellyfagilisticesperallydocious.

|| o ||

2005-11-08T01:10:00.000-08:00

ayE.
back!!
meets eiki @ 5 today.
time passes really fast.
just in a twinkling of an eye,
5 becmes 10.

tsk.
and all we did was stay in toy'r'us.
.
.
.

look up!

then...laugh real Heartily.

Auntie Eiki. Silence Please!! Shhh...

Wanna wash hair.

Act cutE.

Let mE go!!

Eiki & mE. where's my mouth?

????? my son / their son??

|| Exams ||

2005-11-07T14:05:00.000-08:00

poof!
wat a day.
Paper 1 is over.
i can breathe again.

just got home from selling hub's phone so i can buy mine.
i'm so excited about me getting a new phone!!

:)

|| Pre-Exams Jitters ||

2005-11-06T15:52:00.000-08:00

been trying to cram all those maths formulas into my head.
i'm convince maths's bewitched!!
everytime i try to study,
i get giddy spells and my brain immediately switch to sleeping mode.

-yawn-

all i can think about now is i'll be meeting my dearest later.
just to return him his Atm Card.
hoho!!

guess its back to studying.

-pulls hair-

|| o ||

2005-11-05T03:44:00.000-08:00

my oh my!!

had a 12 pm shift at Chijmes BQT.
slog from 12 till 4.
boredom factOr : 9.5Earnings ==> a miserable $28 bucks.
hUb suggested i wait for him.
so from 4 pm, i wait till 1 am alone.
am i crazy or just crazy??
went to look for hUb at Fullerton to extort $$$.
i just love the revolving automatic door.
it's classic + cool.
i love the toilets too.

on the way..

my next destination : Kinokuniya.

i bought a book.
'A hard day's Knight' by Katie MacAlister.

her books are good.
so i sat down at Bras Basah Mac,
from 9 pm to 12 30 am.
then walk to find hUb.
poor lamb.
he was half starved.
we went Lau Pasar to grab a bitE.
and then home sweet home.

-cUddles to sleep-

|| tOes ||

2005-11-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

OUCH!!
i squash xavier's poor toes!!
with the bloody door.
he cried so hard!!
his toenail threaten to drop off and blood was oOzing.

i bandage it up in a teeny Band-aid.
cutE.

|| Paint Me Blue ||

2005-11-03T02:38:00.000-08:00

sob.
i've got more deoxygenated blood flowing thru my fingers,
than oxygenated blood.
i've got blue nails.

this nail polish remover brand is 'Jacqualine'.

but actually its real name is 'paint you blue'.

i got my blue nails after using this.

tOday..
(drum roll)
is my lucky day!
i pick up somebody else's ez-link card.
after losing so so many of mine.
i'm grinning thru my teeth now.
and i cant stop grinning.
my sister convinced me that there is at least $20 bucks inside.
but then the truth always hurts.
the amt in the card is pathetic.
$1.70.

its okay i'm still a lucky girl.
picked it up in the mrt station.
i wanted to be honest and return that lady her card,
when i saw her drop it.
imagine when u wanna get thru the door and found your card missing.
Shucks!
but then i saw that she manage to get thru the door without the missing card..
that when i realize i lost my voice.
ooh, i'm such a meanie.
but those ppl who took my card also meanies.

hee. :)
moral of story.
take good care of your ez-link card!!

|| o ||

2005-11-02T10:40:00.000-08:00

On married life :

'You move out of your home prison to an upgraded version,
with an upgradedprison warden - The Mother-In-Law.'

no comments :X

|| 2 Yrs Old ||

2005-11-01T23:58:00.000-08:00

tOday is a happy day!
xavier turn 2!!
Happy Birthday Darlin' Boy!

had dinner somewhere near tanah merah.
the food is great!
haha.
today, i seen the biggest claypot ever.
we ordered bak kut teh for 6 ppl.
and they present a basin sized claypot to us.
whoa.
magnificient.
haha.
we ordered 'zi char' too.

1. Yam Ring.
2. Sweet and Sour Pork.
3. Lemon Chicken.
4. Deer Meat.
5. Mongolian Beancurd.
6. Veggie.

+ 7 plates of rice.

not forgetting a birthday cake too!!

:: Photos ::

sorry peeps.photos under construction.
please check back again.

|| hOly cOw ||

2005-10-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

:: happenings ::

wats the world coming to??

::Last Saturday::
me and my sista we were sitting in the 2 person seat in the train.
then this lady, older than middle age.
mind you she's not old.
she still got teeth, can stand, can walk, probably just going home from work,
came to stand beside us.
i wonder if she's born with a sulky face or wat.
keep on sulking from raffles place to jurong east.
i suppose she was aiming our seats.
Provided we give her a seat or She's just gonna keep on sulking.
No matter how sulky she gets,
I'm JUST NOT GIVING HER MY SEAT.
even when my cute little xavier was yakking away to her,
and she's just expressionless.
Guess she's really just born with a sulky face.
a cute baby talks to you,
the least you can do is smile.
i'm not trying to be rude to a old middle age lady.
she's the one who's rude live till so old.
still no brains!!

:: Afternoon ::
me and char went Sakura far east to eat lunch.
gosh!
wat pathetic staff they have.
no wonder they are hitting mosquitos and flies!!
first, they gave us a great reception with sully faces,
and then sulk to get us the menus.
talk about poor service and disturbing the peace of patrons!!
we are eating, and they are playing the fools.
how put off can they get?
a man pumping the girl's boobs.
taking every chance to take advantage of the girl,
and she's not even protesting.
just how low can she get.
trust me they are not even in a relationship,
just working mates.
not even a moment of peace did we get!
no consideration, no nothing!
i'm not going back.

::latE Afternoon::
almost ram my pram into her heels
and she glared at me.
Horrid.

::Evening::
going home on the crowded train this evening,
i met the two most ungentlemanly guys ever!!!
they betta not let me see then again.
think they are from some poly.
Bastards, Jerks, %^$!%)&^**!!

the story goes like this:

i was standing at the pole.
the grey verticle line is the pole.
everywhere was people.
therefore the picture was not drawn to scale.
xavier threw his towel in front of one of the guys.
i know that guy saw it he keep on looking at it.
shifted his feet so he wont step on it.
the question is:
wats so hard with bending down and picking the towel up?
both guys saw it.
Distaste and such disgrace.
i should just embarrass them right there on the spot!
nevermind.
then xavier saw the drawstrings on the bag,
and he started pulling them.
i tried to pry xavier's finger away without much suscess.
ANY GENTLEMAN WOULNT MIND A BABY PLAYING WITH IT.
BUT HE DID.
hello!
he's just a puny baby.
as i was prying xavier's fingers away,
the guy was tugging at the strings.
finally when xavier's fingers loosen he faster pull it back.
he's a great disgrace to men.
throw all the whole world man's face!!
irks me.
yucks!
pui, pui, pui.

Has the world become a place void of compassion?

|| o ||

2005-10-27T23:11:00.000-07:00

BORING!!

its rather boring staying in Jurong.
no entertainment.
the only entertainment here is
laptop and Vcds, which arent many.
boo.

i've watch The Incredibles a hundred thousand times.
Old granny: 'Mr. Incredible, Mr. Incredible.'
Mr. Incredible: 'What's the matter, mdm?'
Old granny: 'Its my cat. It went up the tree and it wont come down.'
Mr. Incredible: 'Alright mdm, i suggest you stand clear.'
Old granny: 'Oh, he's just a tiny thing.'

i've watch Ice Age probably only a thousand times.
(the second disc is crazy)
i've watch Rugrats Go Wild a hundred times.

my life is so boring.

|| A short account ||

2005-10-26T00:38:00.000-07:00

hEre are somE stuff which happened
the first day i stayed at hub house till today :

Day 1, 22th oct.

with adeline's help i manage to lugged :

1. laptop.
2. my big fila bag.
3. pram.
4. Xavier.

on a cab, train and bus 11,
safe and sound back to Jurong home.
(her boyfren is just here for show.)

:: Adeline and Gerald ::

man was i shock when
i open the door of my room and
saw my bed LOADED with clothes!
*()$%#@#%^ (curse and swear)

Day 2, 23th Oct.

hub's day off.
so we stayed home the whole day.
but went out for dinner.
hub's PDA wouldnt charge.
made hub furious.

Day 3, 24th Oct.

hub forgot to wake up for work!!
oh oh.
but i love it when he's not working.
so, we travelled the whole day.
from west to east.
from east to west.
(for detailed info. read my 25th oct post.)

Day 4, 25th Oct

hub went to work at 6am.
poor hub.
and he isnt back yet.
to day i went chinese garden.
went taman jurong.
and finally jurong point.

nothing interesting stuff today.
except for the fact that....

=(

2005-10-25T00:18:00.000-07:00

wat a day!

hub PDA wouldnt charge.
so we gotta travel to HP service center.
Problem : The charger spoil.
great.
so we from alexander rd, frontech travel back to tampines.
because we need the cradle for charging the PDA using laptop.
phew!
lucky we've got a driver.
mr. giam

next destination : Pasir Panjang.
dinner at pasir panjang was okay.
the stuff they eat are not my cup of tea.
so i only had kang kong and rice.
poor me.

here's the really sad part.
His frens love to tease mE.
frens, tell me the truth!
do i look fat to you guys?
its okay
i can accept watever harsh comments.

|| janE ||

2005-10-23T12:42:00.000-07:00

bane this is for you.
hee..found this while surfing around.
sorry, you cant change the colour.
Hee..

|| Doraemon ||

2005-10-20T19:10:00.000-07:00

Doraemon in thE land of snowmans.
He's terrified and trying to escape.

hOho!

photographer : jEssamin Soh
copyright.

::|| Forever Love ||::

2005-10-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

3 yrs 6 mths.
42 mths.

we've come a long way dearest.

i cherish every moment you're by my side,
and missing you when you're not beside me.

'You are the elusive piece of the jigsaw,
making me feel complete.'

You're the in my life.
and you mean the world to mE.

hand in hand we'll walk together,

down the road of Eternity.

|| o ||

2005-10-18T01:49:00.000-07:00

janE's first day of school today.
17th oct.
or shld i say yesterday.
i forgot all abt it frankly.
sorry babE.
hope your first day is goot.

went to meet eiki today at tampines mall to return her dvds.
shan't revealed wat i did to those dvds.
haha.
its scaring how just writing a journal online.
can get you sued.

went to meet hub after that.

saw this gorgeous mango jacket at isetan!
$$$100 buckarOoz.
hur hur.
cash to spare anyone.
tsk tsk.
i shall have to set up my own charity organization like eiki did.
soon!

feeling so so healthy.
did 35 sit ups. but with interval.
a 30 sec leg lift.
it was the best i could do.

hope i'll scale greater heights tmr.

zzZzz.

|| o ||

2005-10-17T10:49:00.000-07:00

char pls spare mE.
hee.
dun pinch my brains.
the thought of it makes mE sick
how could you even think of it!!
Icks.

i'll get his name drill into my head.
Yi Tian not Yi Liang.
one day and not some weigh unit.

if you guys are curious who is yi tian.
here he is :

sorry Yi tian.

|| Free HP PDA 6365 ||

2005-10-16T23:12:00.000-07:00

nEw phone!!

great i can finally get rid of my lousy N8250.
but it has been a very good phone.
drop upteen times and its still functioning.
until recently, it acting wierd.
again, time is the factor.
this phone have serve my family loyally for 4-5 yrs.
cant bear for it to be put to sleep.

went eiki's place today.
missed it man.
it has been ages since i went there.
i used to stay over at her house every week.
when i was in NDP which is sec 3.
wat fun we had.
then sec 4.
when ever i play truant i would go her place.
then we sleep and then afternoon go find sandra,
jane, or char to study.
but always ended up yakking like yak-ka-dos.
i miss those times.
y am i toking abt this.
haha.

oh ya..
went her place to burn Full House Dvd.
great.

went to met hub to sign for another max online 6500
to get the PDA.
hoho!
grinning thru my teeth.
:)

|| ktV maniac ||

2005-10-15T04:41:00.000-07:00

yo hoots!~

went ktv today with char,
christopher, the new guy in char's life.
and christopher's fren, yi liang
(i think that's his name keep forgetting.)
today just ease a little bit of my addiction.
hope there's more rolling in soon.
Hoho!!

a wonderful day to start off with.
spent 75% of wat i had on singing.
its not very expensive, but then again i'm broke.
so when u spent 75% of watever you ha,
its like the end of the world.

today at work i only earn $13.75.
tell mi ts it pathetic or wat.
after work.
me and ade went kino.
went to buy some junk to eat while watching.
then off to watch the show.
(the movie is free. Courtesy of steven liew.)
nice chap!!
We watch 'Everlasting Regret'.
Sammi Cheng is the only actress i know.
Ha.
it was still a nice show.

Something Funny on 'Everlasting Regrets'.
(the couple were in bed.)
the girl roll over on her belly
and start examining the guy's eyebrow.

She said in chinese:
'Why your eyebrow grow till like that?
not the type i like.'

the guy reply:
"What does how your eyebrow gotta do with who u like."

i think its damn hilarious.
i'm such a saddist too.

there's this part which she keep banging her head
against the wall because her lover is 'dead'.
not only she bang her head
she also scream hesterically.
think i was the only one laughing in the whole cinema.

.:: tOday speciAlity ::.

nasi bryani
you'll have to kill mi if you wan me to eat this.

sing heartily

The double Cs

i like this one.
Hoho.

Char & mE
mE looking wierd.

mE looking wierd again.

mE looking even wierder.

Char solo
quik someone save char before she get hit by the ball of light.

The End.

i'm so tired.
-yawnZ-

|| o ||

2005-10-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

wahAhAhaha!

finally got the laptop back.
missing it.

met eiki today along tag Xavier.
we went party world to sing.
hE was a nuisancE but i lovE him anywAy.
hOho!!

as yOu can imaginE i was pretty hArrassed.
and eiki. shE got molEsted. by xAvier.

.:: photos ::.

[ littlE xAvier ]

he sure looks sad.

Peek-A-boOz.
His favorite gamE.

[ eiki & mE ]

[ mE ]

mushi mushi!

[ eiki, mE & xaviEr ]

i lOve my darlin

horriblE eiki.

eiki. He's only interested in your
strawberry freeze.

The end of a wonderful day.
It really is wonderful.

Thanks babE for helping with my stUff
and with xAvier. sending mE to tampines too.
Sorry for thE troublE.
i prOmise to do all that too.
whEn u have a kid!
xiE xiE.

|| o ||

2005-10-10T12:14:00.000-07:00

poOr mE!
hub flew aeroplane on mE.

in a fit of anger.

~*~*~**poof!**~*~*~

i appeared in banE's placE.
magicAlly,
with yOshinoya and all.
:-)

alright i lied.
i took a bus there.
hee.

after our dinnEr.
we took lamb shapes Angel
for a good walk.
still look as cute as ever.

but timE took a toll on her.
she's not as active as when
i first set eyes on her
in sec 3.
Angel is as old as my ah ma.
(cant reveal angel's age here.
woman's age is a secret.)

took some very, very crazy picture of me.
usually when i say stuff like:
'i must be crazy.'
people will always tell me :
'since when are you normal?'
am i really that nutty?
its really something i need to ponder on.
wat makes me appear nutty to people.

.:: photos ::.

studious mE is reading a dictionary.

looking retard with janE.

mE looking even mOre retard.

|| Full House ||

2005-10-09T04:32:00.000-07:00

haix.
watching Full House now.
feel like punching hui yuan's face.
*bitch*

'Full House', is a Korean Drama” based on a comic series of the same name by Won Soo-yeon.

starring

Bi (Jung Ji Hoon, Rain) as
Lee Yeong-jae

Song Hye Kyo (Song Hui Qiao) as
Han Ji-eun

Kim Sung Soo as
Yoo Min-hyuk

Han Eun Jung as
Kang Hye-won

:: sweet memories ::

must watch!!
think i must be bored stiff to do this kind of stuff.
hahaha.
its really really a nice show!!

*i'm having an obsession.*

|| Sheraton Towers ||

2005-10-08T23:54:00.000-07:00

dinner at sheraton was okay.
but i enjoyed it.
its always fun to attend weddings.

:X but we forgot to take picture with the stars of the night.
The Bride and the Groom.

how could we.
just think we are the star of the night right
Haha.

cheers!

poor hub..he was so tired
after a hard day of work and sleeping
only 5hrs each day for 4 days.
not a very flattering photo of hub.

The Food:

1) the usual cold-dish.
dun have my fav bak kua.

2) Sharks' fin soup.
taste really great. esp with cognac too.

3) stir-fried asparagus, celery..
in another word, all veggies.

4) steam garupa hongkong style.
yummy!!

5) prawns with crunchy crackers.
i dun take prawns.

6) sea cucumber and abalone and a pile of veggie.
nice.

7) braise e-fu noodles with shimeiji mushrooms and yellow chives.
nice too.

8) glutinous rice dumplings with black seasme in red bean paste.
i dun like hot dessert.
i wan cream mango sago top with fresh strawberries.

my family and cousins's family.
adeline was taking the photo.

the end of a beautiful day.

|| Questionaires ||

2005-10-07T12:22:00.000-07:00

here's a questionaire Frankie did.
interesting.
Enjoy.

=========================================
FILL IN FOR ME.
let's see how much ya guys noe about mePlz BE HONEST!:

My name: jaZmin

Where did we meet: mi home

What is my middle name: destroyA

How long have you known me: 10 years

How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing): alot

Do I smoke/drink: you do DruGs onli

What is my favourite colour: Transparent

When you first saw me what was your first impression: thiS is a nutKasE

My age: 46

My birthday: tomolo

Hair Color: blue?

Eye Color: yellow

Have you ever had a crush on me: nope nope nope

Have you ever been jealous of me: yes, coz you gEt aLL the toYs

What is one of my fav things to do indoors: dig noSe

Do u rememba the first things I send to u wen we 1st met: a TimE bomB(i defused it)

What is my fav type of music: ROCK

What is one of my fav things to do outdoors: DIg noSE

Am I shy or outgoing: KRaZie

Would you say I am funny HAHA or funny 'sarcastically': BOth

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: you r KraZie

Would you consider me a friend: yeA, a boosoom pal

Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, cool, girly, or something else: slutty and cool

Have you ever seen me cry: yes

If there were 1 good nickname for me, what would it be: KraZie

Are my parents still together: yeS

If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth, would youtell me: definatlie not

Quiet or loud: krAzie

Short or Tall: KraZie

Weird or original: KraZie

Smart or stupid: kraZie

Boring or Fun: kraZie

Attractive or Unattractive: kraZie

DO YOU THINK I AM... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it:
A psycho: yes

Athlethic: yes

A nerd: yes

A good friend: yeS

COOL: yes

Immature: yeS

Good enough for the person i like: yeSsss

JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS:
What do you think I will be when I'm Older: a KraZie older jaZmin

Do you think I will get married: noPe

If i do…Who do you think I will marry: a kRaziE man

If you could describe me in one word, what would it be: DuH.......

When is my Birthday: tumolo

Who is/are my best friend(s): mE

What song reminds you of me: wormgirl

What TV character do I remind u of: spongebob

If you could rename me, what would my name be: kRAziemin

A feature that you like best about me: uR boobS

What word do I say all the time: i'm kraZie

Alright, for this next section, some of the questions you only answer if you are NOT the gender as the me!
Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, hot: hot

Would you ever kiss me: yes

If we spent a day together..Where would we go and what would we do: sex by the beaCh
=============== The End ================

here's another questionaire done by a friend.
thought i'll just post it up here.
its on her views about relationship.

1. are u serious when it comes to relationships? - Yes of Coz ...

2. are you afraid of commitments? - erm.. sadly yes.. to a certain extent..

3. are u a risk taker? - i weigh the pros and cons...

4. what can you say abt long distance r/s? - long distance.... tired.. lolz.. long distance r/s wil nv work.. at least 4 mi..

5. can u love a person who doesnt love u? - hmm.. good question.. for the past, mayb yes.. for now.. NOPE!! u dun Lub mi.... get lost! I DUN NEED U! SOMEONE OUT THERE WILL LUB MI!

6. do actions speak louder than words? - of cuz.. wat crap is the qn?

7. have u felt/found true love? - for one.. i cant define love.. wat is true love then?

8. how can u tell that a person loves you? - when he loves mi.. i jus noe it... im a girl rmb?

9. are you good in handling relationships? - erm.. handling... ask my ex boys~ think it will be an negative answer? muaahahahha..

10. willing to give everything for love? - NO WAY! i haf better things to do.. then to haf my life revolving ard someone..

11. best thing u've learned from loving? - lemme think... ok.. i get it.. no wonder my answers to the top qns are so negative...i've learnt that its better to be loved than to love.. mayb.. thats y i wont gif everything for love.. wah.. sounds like i've been damned hurt kind.. nope im not..

12. do u demand ur loved one to change into someone who pleases u? - hmm.. demand is not e word.. if its good for him. y not.. ?

13. wud u let go of some1 u love? - ok.. this is super tough... i will if he doesnt luvs mi....=(

14. is sex important in a relationship?. - Sex is not.. making love is...

15. how do u express ur love to someone? - i dunno abt that.. its like when u like/love someone, naturally u will do some stuff or say sumthings.. then the person will noe rite? im not a romantic girl btw..

16. wat is the major reason of a break up? - unfaithfulness and loss of feelings i guess.

17. most important ingredient in a relationship? - the sparks.. u haf to keep it going... keep the girl at the honeymoon stage... cuz both parties are so bz in love that nth can come in between... wel.. the sad thing is .. no one can do tt... =(

18. ever regret loving someone? - erm...at tt moment i thou its love.. but tinking back.. im like super naive and gullible..so i dunno if i regretted loving him when i dun even noe if its love.. anyway.. he's a stain in my life.. a tough one ..

19. one thing u hate abt love? - the heart breaking part.. be it either parties..

20. one thing u like about love? - being in love... u happily drown in the sea of sweetness....

21. worst thing u did to a love one? - dunno i did losta bad things.. dunno which is the worst.. lolz.. im a Bitch rmb?

22. are you a hopeless romantic? - Nope. * shake my head* i dun even noe how to react or wat expression to give when someone tries to be too romantic.. "thats sooo sweeeeet of u~" nope, im not tt kinda girl..

23. do you get tired of loving ? - not when the person luvs mi jus as much.. or better still luv mi more..

24. who has changed your view about loving? - ppl ard mi.... stories tt i've heard and my own experiences....
================ The End ================

gosh, wat am i doing?
i should be studying.

.::|| Aquarians ||::.

2005-10-06T03:59:00.000-07:00

Aquarians hold strong beliefs and it is not easy to change their minds or opinions.

You seem to live on a different plane altogether -
sympathetic, sensitive, friendly, but distant.

It is very difficult for you to become very involved with anyone or anything.

You are very conscious and value your personal space,
this tends to bring about a certain loneliness,
although you have a whole lot of friends who hold you in high regard.

You tend to be philosophical and have strong intuitive powers.

You are an admirer of beauty and everything about you seems soft and gentle.

You are unconventional and like to be original,
something that results in bizarre and unpredictable behaviour.

You like to broaden your horizons of knowledge and are always ready to think beyond the present.

Having an analytical mind, you are particularly drawn towards science.

You are not easily agitated and are patient and persevering.

|| My Friends ||

2005-10-06T02:06:00.000-07:00

For my friends,

A true friend never walks away

A true friend will always stay

A true friend looks out for you

A true friend will guard your secrets

Like a precious gift

A true friend is there for you

To give you a helpful lift

A true friend tries to make you smile

Tries to replace that frown

They may not always succeed

But they rarely let you down

These arms for you are open

This heart for you does care

And when I think you need me

I'll try to always be there

I'll listen to your fears

I promise not to laugh

Comfort your falling tears

I'll make this friendship last

I'll keep you near to my heart

I'll always hold you dear

Even when we're miles apart

Even when you're here

I hope I am to you

Everything you are to me

For the friendship we have

Is a special one indeed.

|| nEw hair ||

2005-10-05T02:09:00.000-07:00

i'm stress.
hadnt had a wink since last nite.
tired and grouchy.
like a old haggardy hag.
guess its all due to my gland problem.
haix.

torrentials of emotions just flooded thru me a moment ago.
had a hearty cry over watever cause the thunderstorm.
felt better after 30 mins of rainfall.
feels good and in a very forgiving mood.

xavier you have suffered. sorry. :X

watching ice age at the moment.
cant say i'm enjoying the show.
watch it tons of time.
BORING.
wat to do silly xavier wans to watch.
haha. sid, the sloth just did a limbo rock.
manfred, the mammoth is so funny.
'beacuse i'll plummet you if you dont.'

had a tiring day to day wen to tanjong pagar.
walk roundabouts to find kimarie academy.
in the end all was in vain.
and had to go reds instead.
walk from tanjong pagar to bugis.
feel that i could never walk again.

next destination:-
new asia bar to meet hub.
hohoho!

droopy eyes.
so droopy that even toothpicks wont hold them up.
night.

.::|| For You ||::.

2005-10-04T02:32:00.000-07:00

For you,

U, who luvs mi with all ur tender loving care all these years...

U, who has puts up with all my nonsense and crazy tantrums...

U, who forgives mi for all the mistakes i commit...

U, who took mi wherever you go...

U, who takes good care of a silly and accident-prone mi...

U, who gives mi all the freedom that most are not getting...

U, who bought mi all my munchies munchies cuz u noe im such a PIG...

U, who watches drama serials till the wee hours with mi...

U, who funds my shopping trips, Ktv sessions etc...

U, who ask my opinions and putting my interests first...

U, who take care of all my needs and wants... U, who solves all my problems, big or small...

U, who understands mi inside out, noes what im talking abt N feels the same when others go like
"Huh?"...

U, who feels i dunno how to take care of myself and hence do ur very best in tat...

U, who feels that im a naive lil girl, u need to do ur best to protect mi from this crazy world...

U, who feels that im a Princess, pampering is not enuff, spoilt i mus be...

U, who is ever so patient with the bitchy mi...

U, who nv expect anything in return from mi, jus as long as im yours...

U, who accept mi as mi, accepting my everything...

U, whom i noe will nv leave mi no matter wat...

U, who i can go on 3 days & 3 nites & not finishing on how great u haf been...

U, who have moulded mi into wat i am today...

I think i was on my best of luck on the day i knew u...
U haf played an important and significant role in my life.
U made my life so wonderful n beautiful all these years...
We grew up together, influencing each other so much tat we r so alike...
I dun think i can ever find someone as great as u,
treating mi so well and loving mi as much as u do...
We started out as strangers n yet u can put in so much for mi...
U'll always be treasured and loved by mi...

|| Sundays ||

2005-10-03T03:16:00.000-07:00

just another boring sundays.
my life is just so booooriiiinnggg.

events of the day:

my sis is sure thankful for incoming calls free.
gosh her phone just keep on ringing the whole day.
my phone has been silent the whole day.

hub just threw me at home again.
went fisher man with his hardcore buds.

silly baby went to put a ring into his mouth and got choked.
scared me out of my wits.

boo boos.

itching to read harry potter and play gameboy.
secrets.
toking to bane now on msn.
:X

cant wait for tuesday.
going to cut some good fringe.

cant wait for thursday.
char birthday going to sing our hearts out.
its her birthday.
gonna burn another bigger hole in my pocket.

cant wait for sat.
my cousin joanne's wedding.
her big, big day.

counting down....

.:|| sep 7th ||:.

2005-09-27T00:03:00.000-07:00

finally the events of sep 7th has settled down.
my heart stopped getting heavier and heavier.
my fears have all subsided.
but memories of that day was still vividly
rewinding and fast forwarding in my mind.
the shame, the guilt, the uncouthness,
the unsympathizing gazes and the sighs.
no one understand why.
i couldnt understand myself too.
Why do i learn things the hard way.
i've seen too much and feel too many.

i almost caused the lost of the few most important people in my life.
my families, my beloved friends.

i was tramatize.
i lost hope.
i lost faith.

but now,
i thank GOD.

|| o ||

2005-09-24T00:18:00.000-07:00

a toast of pink champagne anyone?

thread some good eyebrow today.
with my sister my cousin and mE!!
if u're interested to know when is the
eyebrow threading shop, its at pennisular plaza.
level 3.

my cousin is the only one with a fruitful trip.
while me and sister watch with envy.
hee.

.:: photo ::.

|| o ||

2005-09-21T03:00:00.000-07:00

doomsday.
i never knew it will come so soon.

what will happen, i cannot fathom the future.

i can only take it as it comes.

maybe GOD will be kinder to me.

i hope.

|| Happy Moments ||

2005-09-20T11:52:00.000-07:00

3.00 @ chalet.

here i'm lying comfortably on the bed, maning my son,
while hub and friends are busy massaging the chickens wings.
wats bbQ without them.
i mean the wings.

yUmmy yUmmy.

marshmellows too!!

@ 5.45 cycing.cycling.cycling.

jane missed the fun cause she came too late.
haha.
poor hub.
didn't enjoy the ride to much.
cause it was a balls on balls thing.
haha.
can't elaborate too much.

@ 7 ++.

fire started. food cooking but still no jane.
man, i'm bloody disappointed.
wat's the fun if i dun get to bbQ stuff.
boo.

@ around 8.

hub and frens went to get some stuff.
haha.
guess wat!
they brought jane back.
good company for me.
we began pigging out on alcohol.
champagne for her and cognac for me.
the usual play cards, loser drink.
i was the camel of the day.

it was exciting in the day and boring at night.
but it was still a fun day.
haix.

Be back.............

|| o ||

2005-09-16T16:18:00.000-07:00

The value of life,
in a certain sense,
is determined by the maturity of how we love.

Of how we give, and accept love.

What is yours will eventually come to your arms.

What is not yours will never come to be.

In any case,
we should not lose heart and give up on our hopes .

At the end of the day,
it is about how you will pull yourself together to meet every obstacle along the way.

It is about every sacrifice you make in order to be together.

It is about how you forgive someone for the mistakes he or she makes.

It is about getting back together after some misunderstandings,
because life is not a bed of roses all the time.

God didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow,
sun without rain,
but He did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and light for the way.
In order to see the Rainbow,
you must first endure some Rain .
If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it.
Truth cannot be created ,
for it is already there ;
Truth is to be discovered ,
for one to see .

When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest,
do you elevate yourself to another level?
How do you handle adversity?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human and
enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;
you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Yesterday Was A History, Tommorow Is A Mystery,
Today Is A Gift, That's WhyIt's Called The Present.....

|| Confuse ||

2005-09-15T01:25:00.000-07:00

Many emotions overwhelm me since 7 sept '05 that fateful day. His words sort of calmed me.

Today,

A friend asked me: "Are you happy?"
I was puzzle by why the question was asked.

I : "Happy?"
he mistook my answer for yes and..

He : "Good."
again i asked why, but he went on..

He : "O'level coming le..how?"

I : "Erm..mugging."
and he went on asking about my age.

He : "You are 20 this year?"

I : "Ya."

He : "Okay, growing up already huh.?"

I : "Ya, growing up is hard."

He : "Just handle the situations as it comes. But you must learn from your
mistake."

I : "What are you doing when you're 20?"

He : "I lost everything."
He : "Long story. You know and I know."

I : "Is 20 too old a age to make mistakes."

He : "No, 20 is growing but still young."

I : "20, is a difficult age."

He laughed.

I : "You're neither here nor there."

He : "You're here but not there."

I : "Life is a long learning path."

He : "Yes."

I : "There are many many things which i regret doing in the past. I wish
i have a time machine which turns back time so i wouldnt have to make
the same mistakes again. But everyone tells me never look back. What
done cannot be undone. Look to the present and future but never the
past."

He : "Ya. Its true. Don't spent time brooding over the past instead look at
how you can improve the future."

I : " What if you're left with no choice?"

He : "There's always a choice. You choice where you wanna go."

And i believe it. I chose my own path.

|| spoOky Episode 1 ||

2005-05-24T10:15:00.000-07:00

tired.working for 2 days and i feel like dying lazE the whole day on the cOuch.

= mOnday =
went carnaval yesterday night again.hohoho.cant seems to leave there.ah guang.ah ko.nick.hub.me. think ah guang open a bottle of bourbon.so all drink bourbon coke except ah ko he drink coke.nat came down too.so i was chatting with her the whole nite.then we were join by casey who shared with us some shost stories. 1 that really freaked me was the most recent story. he went home really late that day, around 3-4 plus and was trying to catch some sleep when he heard the sound of someone playing marble.he presume it was his neighbour's kids coz some kids really live upstairs.he got damn fed up.went to get the bamboo we use to hang clothes and poke poke the ceiling.the marbles sound stop immediately.den he went to turn on his stereo.that was when he heard the marbles again.this time was right outside his bedroom door.as hee left the door ajar, the door open bit by bit everytime the marble hit the door.too tired to even feel scare he went and yank open the door obviously finding no one.and he speak to the air :"look, i'm really tired if you just make one more noise..." after that he didnt hear anymore marbles playing.

nick also shared 1 story that makes my hair stand.it was at igor the place he used to work.in the middle of the dance floor there's always this cloud.its was a little ger wearing red shoes.a very inquisitive ger who follows wherever you go.you cant see her but can hear her foot steps following you.freaky.

|| SpOoky Episode 2 ||

2005-05-23T03:54:00.000-07:00

= sunday =
yesterday was a slow day.nat's working @ bar think i'm floor + the door bitch as usual.how i hate standing @ the door its freaky.there was once when i was @ the door,this passer-by (look like an indian mixed blood) just sort of snEak up and put his hand on my back (stroke up and down up and down)and hollerously said 'Hi, darling.'i was so disgusted and freaked.

1 customer seems friendly but when i tried to talk to him.he ask for the bill.bloody inconsiderate.well i dun carE.shall ignore him the next time i sees him then.then a whole bunch of i think chris's son frens came and the birthday boy (sorry to say) he looks like a butch. :)there was this generous ang moh, davE from british airways.treat us all a drink.i had a archer's 7-up and nat had a bailey irish cream.yummy.taste like HL milk to me.delicious.slurp slurp.and generous him gave me and nat a 10 buckarooZ tip.hub came to fetch mE.swts.close shop @ 2a.m.

|| LaptOp ||

2005-05-22T18:13:00.000-07:00

wOO~
hub bought a laptop!!
its mine its mine now!
haha.the temptation of the lap top is just too hard to resist when you're alone
and the words 'Use me, use me.'
seems to be printed all over the black bag covering it.

A bloody inconsiderate china man is sitting right across me.
all i can do is try to resist the URGE to slam his head on the table.
He's talking too Loud, too Loud!!

GRRRRRR....

That's all folks
i suppose i should leave before i lose all my self control.

.:[ OVERWHELM ]:.

2005-05-22T06:33:00.000-07:00

before went to work :

- was at mac the whole day with hub laptop.
- was also at mac studying mAths.exams are coming freaky.
- then @8.30 proceed to raffles hotel to pass hub the laptop.
- then went to speak to the new director murali.said he'll speak to human resource for me.
- went to royal china chef to get something from him.
- next say goody bye to hub.
- then proceed to bread talk to get some yummy cheese boat.
- then went to jason's super market to buy 2HL milk and one tube of polos.
- next went to work @ carnaval.promptly @ 9.

@ carnaval:

reach there excitedly.hoping to play some photohunt.but when i step in.i was overwhelm by the crowd.they was a soccer match between arsenal and man U.last game of the season i suppose.in fact the whole of chijmes was so crowded that not one inch of space was not occupied.hohoho.
lets get busy.
i went ard taking orders.the whole place was filled to the brim.over flowing actually.but most of the grOups only ordered a drink each.1 of the group was rather horrible.there were 8 of them,6 guys and 2 gers.the guys behaved like sissies.it was the gers who ordered their drinks first.wat's the world coming to??
i got really excited about the match too.guess i caught the soccer crazE too.was hOping man U win but out of the 5 free kicks they only got in 4 whereas arsenal got in all 5.
R.I.P

nat came down with glenn's frEn dennis and jOe.
i met someone new.the name's Raymond.he's the salsa instructor.pardOn me but he looks kinda mOusey. :)

all these mths working at the pub was a different kind of experience altogether.and everytime i work it is a learning lesson for me.

never have your birthdays @ carnaval.

-quote by dEnnis.
hE got frighten becoz onE birthday boy who was there that nitE got high and drunk on waterfall and lamboughini.sat on a stool fell and got semi-unconcious.they gotta drag him to the sofa.

Haha.Horrible me laughing at people's plight.

My comfy bed, here i come.

.:[ CRAP ]:.

2005-05-21T19:18:00.000-07:00

*(due to circumstances names are fabricated.)
there was this unpleasant event that happen yesterday:

received msg (hub): heard your booking cancelled
you wanna call and check it out.
call huiling.

huiling replied that Mop scolded Dris for putting down my name in the booking book.
and mutter some stuff in malay??

i mean how can that be? i remembered clearly that i was still working in this department 19 April '05. or am i suffering from anmesia?

why wasn't i told about the husband and wife policy then? it was obviously Mop playing some games.

Fat pockmark i hate him.

in another department there are also husband and wife working together. No one stop them. Even worse they are full-timers. I'm only a poor part-time. Then shouldnt Bfs and Gfs follow the policy.

wat whole truckloads of Bullshit!!

.:[ Insane ]:.

2005-05-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

i'm insanE, going crazy!!
is it my imagination or i'm hearing things?
wat's that b***h doing there!!

everything is so wrong that even my com is not being co-operative.
msn juz shUt itself.

"why dO i keep seeing her picturEs in his phonE."
tolerate or not to.

"he keep telling me there's nothing going on btw them."
believe or not to.

"she's too young, how many times you wan me to tell you that"
den why is she everywhere he is.why is he not telling the truth about who he's with.

"with jason and the rest"
isn't it a too general answer.
hello.
i can hear wat's going on the background.
i know she there.

X:: i'm sick of all these lies.

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2005-03-18T10:18:00.000-08:00

woO..dun you just love wedding dinner?attended a wedding dinner at yOrk hotel.(far east there).fun fun fun!!!thou its not as good as some prestigous hotel its still as excitful.

our day started as per normal.all the hustle-bustle.
took a cab down to da ba yao to settle some minor stuff.
went to town a while later and walk from orchard station to far east plaza.
hubby show me all his favourite hang out spot when he was a 'ah beng' so patiently he explain all sorts of landmarks that were demolish.
i love listening to him yak on and on and on..so on and on and on we tok,on and on we walk walk and walk too.

for a moment the whole world revolve around on boy one ger.

so hardcore .
we just walk and walk (guess wat!!)but in the wrong direction!!
but i dun care.
juz love walking together, hand in hand with him. -grinZ- .
in the end we still decide to take a cab down instead.

finally reached the hotel..after so many wrong turns and stuff we were still the earliest there.

hEre is plumpish looking mE. =)

yOrk hOtel ballrOom

here are more crankiE stuffs i took:

wEdding favOur;

vinEgar, pEpper & toOthpicks

nUts tO munch, wEdding favOur, grEen cUt, rEd chilli pastE

everything was finE except for one.
he didnt offer mi secOnd helping of sharks' fins but offered it to his frEn's gEr.
gOsh :x i'm pissed

|| o ||

2005-03-14T15:05:00.000-08:00

bOO~

where is hub!
said he went for interview and will be back soon.
but he's no where in sight!!

speak of the devil.

haha.He's peeking at my entry.
brought back a bad badz maru.
Mr ah ko a.ka. Zhi Wei.

gotta go.
eats some dinnEr.

|| o ||

2005-03-08T00:57:00.000-08:00

hOo.wat a windy day + horrible day.

skirt flipping up every second.
rush everywhere.

rush to meet jane.
rush to hand in my giro form.
then rush to meet jane again at Taka, for she was to attend some..model interview stuff.
can't remember.

all i can remember is the long wait for her.
the desperation to reach her but couldn't.
the thunderous rumbling from my stomach.
and everyone's stare.

Baney, where you ?

.:[ A fruitful day ]:.

2005-03-06T03:02:00.000-08:00

real hectic.

xavier bun was rather sick these few day.
coz of the after effect from the injection.
but today he's completely healed!!
thanks to his mama's that's mE, TLC. =)

xavier bun, adeline, my bro and mE, all four piece.
went to meet mama eats dinner.
MAGIC WOK!! missed it.

a phone call from jane suggesting we watch a movie.
haha.in the end we ended up watching 2 movies.
'Hitch' was free and we had to pay $$$ for 'Closer'.

all i can think of was that the free movie was nicer.
HA.

|| o ||

2005-03-05T01:34:00.000-08:00

::x nOw on thE banE with phOne x::

cOrrections
on the phonE with janE.
chAtting abt chEryl ng and hEr two adOrable sisters.
Debbie and Faith who are idEntical tWins.

xAviEr bUn is sick.gOt somE fEveR.9 days aftEr thE MMR injEction.pOOr littlE cUtsy bUn.

cAncEr dOesnt cAuse smOking. -quotE by bAne's lecturEr-

i'm pAinting my tOes black agAin!!

.::[ My hEart ]::.

2005-03-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

think thEre's sOmething wrOng with my hEart.
thEre's a undEscribeablE fEeling.
think thEre's A tWig in it.
i cAnt brEathE.

::x sOmeonE plEase savE mE x::

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now i need a place to hide away.
Oh, i believe in yesterday.

.::[yEsterday]::.

2005-03-03T09:28:00.000-08:00

yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, i believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, i'm not half the man i used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

.:[ Screams ]:.

2005-02-25T01:31:00.000-08:00

help.

i'm never gonna go on a viking anymore.

haha.

char and me were actually playing pool but 1/2 an hour has gone by
and we're still struggling with the same game.

so off to the pasar malam.
cup corn, taiwan sausages, tea egg, tapioca kueh...
yummy!

but..we went on the viking instead.
it was horrendous.
char suggested we sit at the end.
As it got higher, i was convience that i'm gonna fall over to the other end.

-SCREAMS-

my organs felt like they were in a mess
and my heart trying not to leap out

never again.

|| o ||

2005-02-24T10:40:00.000-08:00

bEen days since i blog..yO hoO!!hOt bods.hardy chEst.juz lets get engulf in them!!yestErday pop by phuture with christinE darling..but first there arE some obstacle before we can lancE. wEnt to phuture baggage cOunter full.went tO velvet onE..thE dumb bak kia guy say its only reserved for velvet patrons..sUcky!!so we wEnt up again..to the zOuk one and bOy isnt it crowded..with a great biggy sigN..FULL..someonE ask us to gO phuture sO wE did..wat a mad squEeze to get inside!!toEs stOmping..body tO body..head-slApping..elbOwing..despitE all these stuff we manage to gEt to the other end..voila..its a dEad end though..all those squeezing for nothing!!wE march to the velvet's cOunter that si bak kia..stubbOrn mule, irritating assfacE..rEally stubbOrn tOk to him nicEly..dun want need ppl tO shout at him..dAmn..Yeah..off to enjOy..phuturE was damn pack..evEn packEr when we get there..but duE to having practice earlier on we squEeze in to the hEart of phuturE FAST!!LancE lancE lancE thE nite away..whEn things are getting heated..my poor toEs got stepped on..gOodness hOw many timEs dO i have to tell that guy not to stEp on my tOes..and still not releasing thEm..all he says is 'i know, i know'..know his pi gu!!pUll my head clOse and shouted that there's A NUS bash..y i wanna know that??i juz want my toEs to get freE..tOo rudE shapEs..but hE got sOme hardy chest..and mysterious face (not clEar)..but when i said i was gOing hOme he pUsh my hEad..rudE shapEs again!!And hOme SWT hOme hEre we cOme!!

:) bOth of us only had a mOcktail.pussy-ified-foot.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

2005-02-14T10:30:00.000-08:00

i'vE gOt craZy chEeks!!
You know its you,
Whenever i get weary
And i've had enough,
Feels like giving up,
You know its you..
Giving me the courage
And the strength i need
Please believe that is true.
I LOVE YOU.

it was by chancE wE met,
by fatE we become frEns.
and nOw jOin by matrimOny.

its was at chinAblack yOu held my hand.
and at that very placE yOu tOuched my hEart.
[190401] dEvils' bar wE pledgE our lovE.
[130803] R.O.M wE pledge our vows.

my lovE fOr yOu
is likE a circle that nevEr ends.
rOund and rOund it gOes.evErlasting.
-jAsminE-08

3rd day..

2005-02-11T07:50:00.000-08:00

on the third day of nEw yEar my trUe lovE gave to mi...STEAMBOAT, STEAMBOAT.okie lame.hahaha..@8 eat somE good steamboat..at marina sOuth 'Chin Huat 'LIVE' Steamboat'.at twelvE plan to gO k-box but the package wasnt too good..1-5AM..who wanna sing till 5!!!so in the end we drink the nitE away till 5AM..

brrrrr...its cOld in hEre

hEy hEy hEy

all thrEe piecE

chEeriOs

2nd day..

2005-02-10T23:53:00.000-08:00

wE gO my ah ma's hOuse tO bai nian and eat dinnEr..
wanna plAy mahjOng but No kAkis.cry.all i dO is eating up all thE gOodies..thEn wE
eat dinnEr gOes homE....

that's all fOlks...my day ends here
tmr will bE a bEtter day...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2005-02-09T00:44:00.000-08:00

cOusins are juz so cutE!!hUbby rElatives came tOday tO bai nian (1st day)..

eldest uncle didnt come with his family (cOnsist of: parents.1 daughter.1 son)

..2nd uncle's family (cOnsist of: parents.3sons)..3rd uncle's family (cOnsist of: parents.1 daughtEr.2 sons)..it was such a jOyous day.secrEts were sharEd.jOkes were madE.tiEs were strenghtEn.nEw bOnds bOund.evEryone laughing.mAking mErry.frOm cOld drinks tO soft drinks,bEer,red winEs whitE wines tO champagnE..evEry onE was drinking sOmthing..nEw yEar gOodies were gObbled up.pEace.wish evEry yEar will bE as mErry.

chin's cOusins and relativEs

mY birthday

2005-02-08T10:30:00.000-08:00

my birthday falls on thE evE this yr..
nOt toO many ppl rEmember..
plUs I LOST MY HANDPHONE!!

hOw do i live without yoU(handphone)
i wan to know....:((

dOuble saddnEss

|| o ||

2005-02-05T01:05:00.000-08:00

wEnt chinatown with wei xiong yesterday(thrOws hubby at hOme.kEkE).
damn pack!!bloOdy hOt.advicE is that wEar as little as pOssible.
wei xiOng wanna buy sOme goot chEongsam.sO wE went peOple's park ,didnt sEe nO goot stuff.but wE found taiwAn sausagE fOr $1 AND icE-crEam fOr $1 tOo.
nExt,tO thE wEt market we gO!!FINALLY FoUND lOts.but dUn think its too chEap.$35 fOr short,pink onE with flower print and $55 fOr A lOng,gold, oriental and elegant onE.fElt bad cOz i anyhOw hagglE fOr her.coz it cOuld havE been chEaper.whilE weixiong was trying on happyily.a wierd man was also trying on somEthing hE saw.whEn shE was asking mE fOr opinions.that fat man also wanna pokE his nose in.hE say:'ya.its definitely thE gold onE.'blah blah blah.saw hyena.but too poor.if hyena damn cool ritE.so in the end went to buy pao pao cha.walk walk ard.walk to boat quay to that secrEt place.closing.its was all my fault so i treat wei xiong to chill at cOffee bEan.next destination heerEn.spEaking abt heerEn.fOurskin thE ppl all attitudE if pOssible dO nOt buy things frm thEm.
thEy are mutE too.after that lOng john thEn Home Sweets Home...

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