[[*i bElieve in fairytales]]*

Friday, May 19, 2006

[[|| Stick With You ||]]

SWEET!!

a fren of mine just told mi she's gonna get engaged on the 27th May!
haix.
i just cant help thinking that this is sooo soooo sweet.

chatting with her just brings back so many memories and emotions.

we were so young then.
so sweet.
so naive.
so innocent.
so carefree.

i remember we met during the orientation.
i remember the first day of our work, 12th Mar 2002.
i remember that our romances started in RH, at ard the same time.
i remember the frequent exchanging of us between our Bfs.
i remember that we double date, and watched a movie called 'A Walk To Remember'.

================== my story ====================

i remember that HE is the sweetest thing that happen to ME.

Our First Movie : A Walk To Remember.

Our Anniversary : 19th Of Every Month.

Where We Get Together : Devil's Bar.

one boy, one ger,
two hearts beating wildly .
put it mildly it was love at first sight.
he smiled, she smiled.
and they both knew right away.
this was the day they've waited for all their life.
and for that moment the whole world,
revolvs around one boy, one ger.

was it meant to be?
was it all mine?
he told me if we're fated to meet..
we'll definitely meet sometime or another.
i regret not knowing you sooner.
but never later.

HAPPY 49TH ANNIVERSARY!!

hope its not too late..
coz its never too late...

|| always here waiting for you |1:50 AM|

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

[[|| Sigh, Sigh Day ||]]

WAT A FUCKING LIFE I HAVE!!

all

|| always here waiting for you |10:58 PM|

Saturday, May 13, 2006

[[|| hEllo evErybody ||]]

hello.

its been ages since i blogged.

god.
i feel like my world has stop moving altogether.
i have no life any more.

help.

everyone is moving on without mi.

|| always here waiting for you |1:52 AM|

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

[[|| evils ||]]

Friends.

some came in.
some went out.
some stay.
some left.

and some i wish dead.

wat saddistic thoughts i'm having now.

i said.

"both of us are on the same bus,
sitting at different seats.
You board the bus,
walk past my seat and taken the one next to her.
not because you did not see me.
But because you choose her."
.
.
.
Each wish that things were back to the past.

But where's the missing ingredient?
i cant seems to find it anymore.

Time is the answer to all our question.

|| always here waiting for you |10:35 PM|

[[|| Just Remember, I Care! ||]]

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do,
they might break your heart...
if you don't,
you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because
you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own...when you least suspect it
or
even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much
or
even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done
or
could have had.

*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
*People live, but people die. I want to tell you thatyou are a friend.If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

We might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you,
respect you,
truly cherish you ,
most of all I CARE about friends.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them,
and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday
you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
just remember this and take comfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and ..
always will..
I care about YOU !!

|| always here waiting for you |6:48 AM|

Monday, March 06, 2006

[[|| I Wish ||]]

falling into a endless black hole.

wish i could wake up frm this nightmare and everything will be okay.
wish i could just go back to my happy days.
wish i could have a simple life.
wish that the tart would just disappear from the face of the Earth.

wish that good thing will never have to come to an end.
wish that love is Eternal, deeper than the deepest ocean
wider than the sky.

i wish this...
i wish that...

i mean..
a girl can wish right.
:(

|| always here waiting for you |3:05 PM|

Saturday, January 07, 2006

[[|| too sweet to behold ||]]

No words can describe such beautiful sight,

beauty that shines even in the darkest of nights.

With widened eyes evey guy head turns,

spirit so high that their passion burns.

You mesmerize anybody that gazes upon you,

wshing that they were as gorgeous too.

They envy you from head to toe,

you leave their mouth open with woe.

With every man wishing you to be their own,

and melting even the heart made of stone.

They do not care if they are called fools,

because they know that your beauty rules.

And so let it be known and let it be shown,

no one compares to the beauty that you own.

The world has become a more lovely place,

since its rewarded with your gorgeous face.

|| always here waiting for you |2:50 AM|

Friday, January 06, 2006

[[|| Get Out If You Dun Wan In ||]]

this is just how realistic the world is.

at one time, they'll be flocking around you
like bees is to honey,

the next they're avoiding you like vermins,
and saying hurtful stuff.

A total 180 degrees change.

cause they're just not that friendly to you anymore.
just because you cant be their girlfren.

is friendship just that worthless
or
is relationship much more valuable?

well..life still goes on.

|| always here waiting for you |3:16 AM|