[[|| Confuse ||]]

Many emotions overwhelm me since 7 sept '05 that fateful day. His words sort of calmed me.

Today,


A friend asked me: "Are you happy?"
I was puzzle by why the question was asked.

I : "Happy?"
he mistook my answer for yes and..

He : "Good."
again i asked why, but he went on..

He : "O'level coming le..how?"

I : "Erm..mugging."
and he went on asking about my age.

He : "You are 20 this year?"

I : "Ya."

He : "Okay, growing up already huh.?"

I : "Ya, growing up is hard."

He : "Just handle the situations as it comes. But you must learn from your
mistake."

I : "What are you doing when you're 20?"

He : "I lost everything."
He : "Long story. You know and I know."

I : "Is 20 too old a age to make mistakes."

He : "No, 20 is growing but still young."

I : "20, is a difficult age."

He laughed.

I : "You're neither here nor there."

He : "You're here but not there."

I : "Life is a long learning path."

He : "Yes."

I : "There are many many things which i regret doing in the past. I wish
i have a time machine which turns back time so i wouldnt have to make
the same mistakes again. But everyone tells me never look back. What
done cannot be undone. Look to the present and future but never the
past."

He : "Ya. Its true. Don't spent time brooding over the past instead look at
how you can improve the future."

I : " What if you're left with no choice?"

He : "There's always a choice. You choice where you wanna go."

And i believe it. I chose my own path.

|| always here waiting for you |1:25 AM|

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jAsminE.
20.
8th Feb'85.
married.
<33.

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peel fresh mango juice.
marigold HL milk.
peppermint flavour icEcream.
guiling gao.
jUnk food.
dOgs.
playing tycoOn gamEs.
bubble tEa.
milk tEa.
desserts.
chilling.
E starry nitE sky.
singing.
my jigglypuffs.

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bUgs!
mOping up urine.
bad hair days.
darkness.
loneliness.

scarE of hantU too.

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Song: Eyes On Me

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