[[.:|| sep 7th ||:.]]

finally the events of sep 7th has settled down.
my heart stopped getting heavier and heavier.
my fears have all subsided.
but memories of that day was still vividly
rewinding and fast forwarding in my mind.
the shame, the guilt, the uncouthness,
the unsympathizing gazes and the sighs.
no one understand why.
i couldnt understand myself too.
Why do i learn things the hard way.
i've seen too much and feel too many.

i almost caused the lost of the few most important people in my life.
my families, my beloved friends.

i was tramatize.
i lost hope.
i lost faith.

but now,
i thank GOD.

|| always here waiting for you |12:03 AM|

[[`**This Girl ]]

jAsminE.
20.
8th Feb'85.
married.
<33.

[[`*My Addicts ]]

peel fresh mango juice.
marigold HL milk.
peppermint flavour icEcream.
guiling gao.
jUnk food.
dOgs.
playing tycoOn gamEs.
bubble tEa.
milk tEa.
desserts.
chilling.
E starry nitE sky.
singing.
my jigglypuffs.

[[`*iCky stuffs ]]

bUgs!
mOping up urine.
bad hair days.
darkness.
loneliness.

scarE of hantU too.

[[`*Music's Playing ]]

Artist: Final Fantasy Theme
Song: Eyes On Me

[[`*My nOtty Thoughts ]]

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