[[*i bElieve in fairytales]]*

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

[[|| evils ||]]

Friends.

some came in.
some went out.
some stay.
some left.

and some i wish dead.

wat saddistic thoughts i'm having now.

i said.

"both of us are on the same bus,
sitting at different seats.
You board the bus,
walk past my seat and taken the one next to her.
not because you did not see me.
But because you choose her."
.
.
.
Each wish that things were back to the past.

But where's the missing ingredient?
i cant seems to find it anymore.

Time is the answer to all our question.

|| always here waiting for you |10:35 PM|

[[|| Just Remember, I Care! ||]]

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do,
they might break your heart...
if you don't,
you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because
you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own...when you least suspect it
or
even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much
or
even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done
or
could have had.

*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
*People live, but people die. I want to tell you thatyou are a friend.If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

We might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you,
respect you,
truly cherish you ,
most of all I CARE about friends.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them,
and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday
you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
just remember this and take comfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and ..
always will..
I care about YOU !!

|| always here waiting for you |6:48 AM|

Monday, March 06, 2006

[[|| I Wish ||]]

falling into a endless black hole.

wish i could wake up frm this nightmare and everything will be okay.
wish i could just go back to my happy days.
wish i could have a simple life.
wish that the tart would just disappear from the face of the Earth.

wish that good thing will never have to come to an end.
wish that love is Eternal, deeper than the deepest ocean
wider than the sky.

i wish this...
i wish that...

i mean..
a girl can wish right.
:(

|| always here waiting for you |3:05 PM|